A Challenging Week

Having a hard time trusting people this week.  I feel like I am fighting a battle all by myself and everyone around me does not want me to succeed.  Then I was in Fed Ex getting ready to mail a package and this woman comes out of nowhere and tells me not to mail the package.  I spent almost 2 hours with this woman named Nora.  A tall strong Russian woman.  It was freaky ~ like she was this angel that appeared to me.  The timing was uncanny.  So I listened and asked questions.  I was overwhelmed with information and I was dizzy trying to grasp all this very important info.  I proceeded forward with knowledge and it helped me for the rest of the week.  I am so grateful.  Strangely happy. 

I have an audition for Portland Center Stage. 

My glorious Aunt Dorothy passed away this week.  Oh how I remember her from my childhood and most of my adulthood.  She is my Father's Sister.  The most remarkable sense of humor - she had.  Wish she had gone into show business.  She would have been an exceptional comedian.  Truly.  But instead - she raised two wonderful children, was very proud to work at Sears most of her adult life.  She must have kept the employees in stitches everyday.  She wore spike heels and tight skirts.  She wore fashion well.  Sharp, stylish woman.  Very bad childhood but made something of herself.  I think, deep down inside, she was unhappy but managed to make a great life for her and her family.  I love her so.

This week was the week to see a few plays.  Some good = some not so good.  I was very grateful when I did not have to pay for a ticket.  Comps mean a lot to me.

I am having trouble not eating correctly.  I have to keep starting over each week.  Start from scratch.  I am exercising (which is very good) but it doesn't help my cause in loosing weight AT ALL.  At least I have another day to start over.  Every day is a new day.  Every single day.  I'm not staying in present.  It would help so much if I did.   

My wonderful Aunt Dorothy with my Father (her Brother).  I don't know what year this was or where this was taken.  I'm just glad they were together.  They looked alike and acted very much alike.  At times I thought they were twins.